For some reason my Microsoft 365 (Office 365) is not syncing with my phone and iPad for some reason for the past few days. It is frustrating as hell, too. I don’t have the time to figure it out right now. I do not have the time today to figure it out right now because I have been dealing with a lot of things right now, and I feel a little overwhelmed right now. I will look into it when I am feeling better. Today I am meeting with a new doctor at SSM Health today at 11:45 AM regarding my emotional health because meds are no longer a working for my emotional health anymore, AT MERCY CLINIC w doctor @ Mercy Health is NOT WORKING OUT VERY WELL. IN FACT, Jackie, I can stop yelling now to be honest here, doesn’t really trust Mercy anymore because her husband passed away while in the care of Mercy doctors dealing with his kidney care, and they did not listen to her about removing his leg and ankle that had cancer in it. She does not trust doctors at Mercy anymore, and while I was in the hospital twice in July and September 2022, and when I said no to going to a nursing home; I ended up going to the nursing home twice. Denying me going home pissed off my mother and my caregiver Jackie and my friend Julie who also cared fir me while my other caregiver Debbie was out during her cancer treatment for four to five months because her breast cancer returned in 2021 at the end of the month. Julie no longer works for me but is on back up duty in case she needs to return. Everyone feels for her as she now is fine, and she has both breasts removed now, and she began working for me in April after surgery and recovery from having her one a c only breast removed and again, recovered. I believe my Magic kitty knew she was not cancer-free in October 2021 when he cuddled into her for three weeks when she finally noticed a new lump, and had a mammogram done, and her cancer returned in her breast areas. Satan has been a little unkind to Debbie, and we were working foe a while, and scared for her even though she did not have her cancer metastasized to any other parts of body at that time. Coming back in April was a Godsend though! We needed to improve my home routine a bit, and she was willing to get back to work and cook for me. She and Julie are great cooks in my book of life and Godsends in my life. Julie M and I are okay as far as friends are concerned, too. She just is very busy now with her mom, dad, and older brother dead from illnesses, and she has a full-time job being a morning cook at Mercy Hospital and dealing with family drama and her family grieving the loss of three members from 2018-2022 and she yet has to put her dad and brother in the mausoleum with her mom. I give her credit for dealing with her family and work at the same time, and I haven’t seen her in a few months—since July. Also, there is drama at work, and she’s been working more hours. Employees don’t want to come into work these days. Young generations. Yep, Debbie and Julie are great cooks because God gave them the ability to cook better than ME! Yummy for tummy food! As far my Office 365 not working properly is not concerning between my iPad and iPhone right now.
Anyway, my appointment at SSM Healthcare did go well. Dr. Taylor changed a medication because my prophylactic drug was no longer working for me or the strain of UTI’s I have been having last time I was in for a cath to check for an UTI. The strain.of bacteria was not right with trimythaprim (spelling). He IS looking into what med would work for my anxie as and depression as well. He wants me to get better, too. Having anxiety, mental breakdowns, and depression sucks. The meltdowns have sooooo mmaannyy lately and one of the techs knows and understands them and me because of experience. Christina is a great technician and she had me—a dialysis patient— Wednesday and today. A sweet girl she is.