Ksmiley/LittleKrissi
My Garden Court Journal

The day has finally arrived for my fistula to be looked at.  I am going to be having a procedure called fistulogram to see what is going on and seeing about it being fixed as it is not working properly.  The doctor noticed it on Wednesday, August 23 when I was at my two-month checkup regarding my kidney disease and function.  At one point, until yesterday, I was worried and wondering about the procedure.  I had questions that kept coming up.  Those “what if” questions are so annoying and troublesome in my world.  I dislike or hate them with passion.  I am a stronger woman than I proclaim myself to be.  People in my life tell me that I am a strong woman and stubborn as I am, I do not think so.  I have some baggage in my life.  I am a strong person.  I have to be as the need to be is right there in front of me. I will be gone all day today.  I will be back home some time this evening.