My emotions have been bottled up long enough and now I am beginning to feel the pressure build up inside me. It is not a good feeling. One second I am laughing, the next I am wanting to cry, then I feel angry. I do not want a specific person at the memorial and I hope he does not show up. I am beginning to feel the pressure. Honestly, this has been a r0ugh eleven days - counting the days after Grandpa Clarence died. It will be two weeks this coming Saturday! WOW!
Ksmiley/LittleKrissi
My Garden Court Journal
The Feeling of Pressure
Wed Feb 26 2003
My emotions have been bottled up long enough and now I am beginning to feel the pressure build up inside me. It is not a good feeling. One second I am laughing, the next I am wanting to cry, then I feel angry. I do not want a specific person at the memorial and I hope he does not show up. I am beginning to feel the pressure. Honestly, this has been a r0ugh eleven days - counting the days after Grandpa Clarence died. It will be two weeks this coming Saturday! WOW!
5 Comments
- From:Honey (Legacy)On:Wed Feb 26 2003I too just wrote about an entry similair to yours.
It seems we all are thinking about the Sinclairs.
Sad day.
Honey
Rainbows of 96 - From:Britani18 (Legacy)On:Thu Feb 27 2003It's sad when people die. I do understand that it is also happy but, it still hurts. Lots of love.
Britani - From:SoftlyDreaming (Legacy)On:Thu Feb 27 2003*~Kristie~*
Yes I agree that death has been happening a little bit closer to everyone at this time.
You have time to heal so dont worry about it!
Love,Alaina - From:SoftlyDreaming (Legacy)On:Thu Feb 27 2003*~Kristie~*
Good luck with the memorial I hope everything goes alright!
Love,Alaina - From:IamNina (Legacy)On:Thu Feb 27 2003February 15 is the date of my mother's death five years ago. I guess I'll always feel a little sad around that time of year. But we Christians have a great hope that we will be reunited with loved ones one day. Bless you.