Dear Jesus,
I want to spill my heart to you. My prayers differ from anyone else in my life and the world. My prayers and talks are unique between you and me, right? Right. I rarely have my prayers in the public eye as well. Today is no exception or general knowledge of my love for you. Yes, I want people to know I rely on you and talk to you. I do love you.
Something will happen that may change things in my future once again. I have shed tears and had scenarios in my head and mind play their parts. I have been hurting for so long emotionally that trusting certain people in my life has been misplaced or lost. I am finding myself not trusting one specific person right now still lingers today. I do not have doubts that JM knows what she is doing. I do not trust JP right now. There is something about her that has rubbed me the wrong way. Maybe it is imagined, maybe not. My observation skills are strong, and I believe it is correct. I do not think my observation skills fool me.
From this day forward until further notice, I will leave things in your hands.
Amen
Kristi