I am in a whirl of emotion right now. I am not sure if I want to cry and let all the tears of frustration spill or hide away with the anger that is imside my heart. I have some anger in my heart right now and I do not know where it came from or where it is supposed to go! I hate moments like this ... it is pretty bad feeling. I do not like to be angry with anyone or anything. I am usually a kindhearted person. When it rains, it pours!!!
I am also excited to get out of here this afternoon with my friend JR. We are going to the library, Wal-Mart, and out to eat for supper.
All this emotion is in my heart right now. I am definitely in a whirl of emotion right now. I had planned to have the New Year 2007 begin with a very good start but it turned out to be filled with mixed emotions the past two days as well as through the Christmas holidays! I think I had too much time on my hands to think of all that is and has gone in my life the past two weeks because I did not keep myself busy enough.
Depression stinks!!