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I am still miffed about my stepmom not responding to my Happy Mother’s Day message or the fact I sent her two pictures of my new haircut, or lack of hair I now have, lol, and yeah, she got busy and forgot, but that, to me, is an excuse that got old a long time ago. It still hurts NOT hearing from her. This has been on my mind since the day Mother’s Day was here that afternoon. What the ________ ? Geez!

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It IS so disappointing when people don't respond like that. Sorry.....

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Yes, it is. People do not realize the pain or the hurt when this happens, and it sucks! It makes me feel kind of hard to reach out again.

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