Please forgive me for being upfront and sounding a little unhappy right now, but the truth is that I am done with a lot of things when it comes to family. My family has some problems and seeing them personally through the years has been a major disappointment for me. I am getting sick and tired of being a part of a very broken family who needs help from a very good psychiatrist like Dr. Phil. Hmm, I have had enough! I have a gentleman in my life I love very much that I would marry the fellow, but medically for both of us, we will not get married. We are girlfriend and boyfriend in Jesus Christ’s eyes that is suitable in His eyes. Ken is my gentleman/boyfriend today for 10+ years now.