The message I sent Jackie:
I want to talk to you alone when we are together one day this week, okay? I am feeling VERY overwhelmed right now about some things and I WANT to address them to you so we can work my overwhelmed feeling down to a reasonable level. You DID NOT do anything wrong. I just need to talk to YOU about the feeling of being overwhelmed, okay? No raised voices. Okay?
has nothing to do with her doing anything wrong to be truthful, between Halloween and New Year’s Day,, I feel more emotional and deal with more ups and downs of the holiday spirit of parties and celebrating the holidays with family and friends. Noe thst I have been living on my own since 1989, my travels to and from state to state has lessened in the past few years because my ability to get around has changed a lot in the past 2 1/2 years now. My cerebral palsy began to change when I turned 35 years old and needed to use a cane and by age 40, I was using a four-wheel walker to get around. Now, 2 1/2 years ago I am able to get out of bed, need help getting dressed and change my underwear, and I can walk to and from my bedroom to the bathroom and back, and from the bedroom to the living room and back. My legs weakened due to the hematoma I got from staying at my first nursing home. I am not fond of nursing homes these days.
With that said, I have been feeling overwhelmed lately and a lot of things are happening all at once, and I feel the blahs of the winter season as well. I love the season, but not the cold and bitter weather during the few weeks of the winter season I can do without. I do not like bundling up in warm clothes of the season. I have enough to contend with lately,. I cannot express myself verbally very well, but I need to learn how to talk verbally