For the past few days, I have been dealing with some emot ups and downs. I got pissed off at someone on Tik Tok because she told us in a post that we were uneducated people if we voted for Trump. Well, the word uneducated and this person did not like Trump, I said what I wanted in the comments section because I’ve had enough of people and Democrats hating Trump. With Whoopi Goldberg and Alyssa Milano being good candidates to hating Trump and he’s not their president…well?? Ummm? It’s their opinion and I do not share their feelings about Trump. Now, with that said, I don’t feel com with Trump at times because he can say things that I do not like at times, but I don’t hate him or anyone! I will NOT ever be that cruel even though in my days of growing up, I have disliked people at times because of how I was brought up in my immediate family. I know that I have said things I shoukd not have in the past and my mind went to the darkest areas of my life at times, hate is learned by us when we are around it. This is why many of us humans say we are living in a world of hard knocks and after an education in a school and college is done. I can admit that, being born to be a very good observer and listener in my own life, can be very difficult at times. Now, I an NOT talking about having selective hearing in a defiant way or not understanding what you are learning I.life or choice to hear. I am taking the time to tell you what the school of hard knocks is about the way I see it BECAUSE it‘s me, Kristi Mary Karnopp!

Not Politically Inclined

I am NOT politically inclined, but know what it is because during the year in middle school, I was in a classroom that wax considered one of the 50 states as well as a country when it was Christmastime, and my 6th grade Language Arts classroom in Miss Richardson’s room was the country Germany, I made a Christmas Pudding/cake as my contribution while other students had other edible treats that were made in Germany during the holidays. Even someone shared the type of games Germany kids and adults played. Those days were fun learning time, and we, as children understood what politics were all about during election time. It was not always an easy time during election in school for all of us then, either.. Remembe? I sure do!

Opinion and how i feel about hate

I will not deny that I have hate in me at times that wants to expell from my body, so I know hate, too. I will also admit that you can tell I hate by looking at my face at times, too, because I am very easy to read as if I have a neon sign flashing what I am feeling acriss my forehead. But no one will never know what I’m thinking. It is not easy being Kristi Mary Karnopp some days. My stubbornness can frustrate me, too. I will fight and scream at myself when I have a battle with my old and new self at times because I may not accept something very well.

With that said, there, a very good expke of not accepting something, I had dealt with some physical changes in my handicap condition called cerebral palsy. I fought with what I could do in my childhood, teenage years, age 20, 30, up to 52 years, and. Since November 2022. I compared my first what I could do to what can’t do now. It is was and I still have my days, very difficult because depression struck me at the hardest and frustrating times were present because I hated myself at the time. I’ve been told by my elders that hate is a very strong feeling and ir should not be a part of our vocabulary even though it is. Hate, stated by a high school teacher, means to love less. I also believe the same teacher jokingly said if we spelled comma incorrectly, she would put us in one —- coma.1 😳😨😹 The memories continue to come forth at times in my life. Lessons learned?! Oh yeah, indeed!! More later…

To be continued…