Dialysis is done until Tuesday afternoon at 12:30 pm or sooner. I have been home since 3:50 pm now and I am watching Midsomer Murders with John Nettles as Tom Barnaby right now while I am snuggling with Magic kitty and working on my Dear Diary project I pay to use on a daily or regular basis at $3..99 a month. When I explained that I have been using DD for 24 years and how I have made ‘friends‘ on FB and DD this way, she agreed to let me keep my account with DD at 3.99 a month last year when my bank accounts changed more than once in the past two years because of some unwise things I have done in 2023 and 2024, Jackie has been helping me with my finance since the beginning of 2024 because I have accepted her help. My mother in Deming, New Mexico, agrees with Jackie helping me financially and getting my cable, internet, electric, and phone/cell phone bills down to a reasonable cost, I would have more money to spend on more fun and things I want to get to have. I have a laptop, but haven’t used it in a long time, and I want a new computer desktop when I move to my new apartment when I finally leave Garden Court for good because the way the building is managed and maintained sucks. It really is bad living here today, and the past three years have been better than living at Burbank Plaza for the last six months to a year before leaving there after 23 years of living in one place for first time in my life of moving after so long due to changes in my life for the better and then things change due to decisions made for the better or worse like a marriage vow.. I get it now that God is in control, too, when I’m not in control of life in the best way. I get it spiritually, physically, and def mentally, ok?
Now I Get It
God has given me a life for a reason, He has given me things that I can use in my lifetime in the right way or not. That is called ‘a choice’ and how I choose some things in life, God’s plan for me is what I’d make out of my choices in life. Now, as I was growing up and in school from Pre Kindergarten to my years of college from 1990–2010, I have learned spiritually and physically and mentally some things that stick in my life for some reason or not. I believe God is behind the plan of my life from the beginning to end of it.