Ksmiley/LittleKrissi
My Life in Words

Oh, my goodness gracious, I have been having an emotional week all week long. I have been observing things I do not like to see, hear, and my other senses are dealing with. What in the world what do I have to do to express my thoughts and feelings to be heard when I speak and write them? I am not being heard. I am being laughed at or looked at strangely as if I am being crazy! What I observe should not be laughed at or poo pooped. I have feelings. I am a human being! Dang it, people. I am spiritually inclined and I have many sleepless nights because my brain is always in thinking mode when I am feeling frustrated. I suffer from anxiety, depression, and panic disorder on a regular basis, and I hate being on medication for my mental illness because it needs to be either modified or changed. With my kidney transplant I had 37 years ago and being on certain medications for that has had their toll on my body through the years. What do I have to do to express my dang feelings to be heard? Dear Diary isn’t enough anymore? What the heck?!