Since I am up and Debbie will not be here for either a half hour or an hour, I am going to tell you I have some time to think. Let me tell you that the past 4 years have been a struggle at times, but yesterday was the first time I have had a day to myself I have no worries for the first time. I knew that Jackie would be here because Deb was off this weekend for the fact she was seeing her dad, her sister, and maybe her brother who is also out of town. I enjoyed my time without a caregiver after 11 AM to now at 7:37 AM. Now I am waiting  for my day to really begin. Although I do not mind going out of town for a medical appointment, I really do not want to go out in the cold of winter weather because this weekend Janesville, Wisconsin has had temps below 0 Saturday and Sunday. Yesterday, accepting the day to myself for the first time in a long time, I want to have more Sundays like yesterday again. Hmmm, why not?! I will talk to Jackie about it this week.