Word of the day today is:

Awkward 

I had an awkward day from 111 AM to 1 PM today. NOT hearing from Jackie after leaving her texts and a voicemail, I DID NOT know Jackie was home taking a nap because she was NOT feeling good! I think she executed her day wrong and should have called me this morning and told me she was NOT feeling well. Her NOT calling me or Deb this morning was a very dumb and stupid move! My texts and trying to get a hold of her was VERY important and was regarding my transfer to Fresenius as MercyHealth Dialysis said I start next Tuesday at the Janesville dialysis clinic in Creston Park Mall by Schnucks Grocery Store. What the hell! Jackie is taking sweet time getting back to me and I am NOT happy about it at all. I have nothing I can do by calling these wonderful back ASAP and Jackie is NOT PICKING UP! Damn it! I hate it when Jackie DOES NOT get back to me within a reasonable time when I told her it is about hemodialysis at Fresenius and the training of dialysis at the home Fresenius and SSM Health DOES OFFER. She knows damn well that the paperwork of transfer is being done this week by the staff at MercyHealth Dialysis, and they have bent over backwards practally to help me. Then I get home with Jackie thinking that they are kicking me out so quickly—oh my goodness gracious in my faithful friend Jesus! Geez, Jackie… Choose better words and be kind, damn it!

Stephanie the nurse, bless her heart, gave me the TB test in my left arm this afternoon after treatment and while I was getting unhooked, I began to feel warm and hot, and unsteady sitting up for a few seconds. As it from the TB test Stephanie just injected into me. I was not impressed but took it a little bit slow getting up and taking a few steps to mt power chair using the walker I have been using for a while so I could transfer from power chair to  dialysis chair with ease and sometimes effortlessly. It depends if I am having a good day or was a day with mixed feelings today. Even after being injected with the TB test, I was not feeling so good. I felt warm in the face and ears. Because I felt kind of green, Jamie the technician took my temp again at 97.0 degrees. Whew! I am having a slight reaction to the TB test is all. I’m normal, I think, lol. I will find out if I have TB or NOT by Friday when I go to dialysis for the last time at MercyHealth’s Sister Michael Barry Building — Tuesday, I go to the Fresenius clinic at Creston Park Mall. Oh boy, I am getting away from Mercy in a few days. It has been a awkward day today. Ugh!