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I Will Not Worry About It
Sat Apr 19 2025

Where Did My Happiness Come From All Of A Sudden??


Along with my reflecting of the week, this morning, when I woke up, I found myself happier than I felt in the past three years. I do not know where this happy came from or why it all of a sudden showed itself in my morning. I had awakened to this realization before 7 am this morning . . . What the heck? Wow, where did you come from? I haven’t been this happy for a long time now. Maybe my friends at Dear Diary can give me their thoughts on this ‘happy’ I found this morning when I had awakened.


Today


My caregiver and I are going to Citrus Cafe lunch today because my ex-boyfriend from high school and I are going to see each other since I missed our 35th class reunion earlier this year due to not being able to get to it. My ex-boyfriend and his wife Kelly are good friends of mine today. We care for one another despite our history of being together as teenagers in school and adulthood through the past 40 years. Yes, Scott and I met 40 years ago in 1985!


Although this week was an up and down roller coaster ride in some areas in my life, I do have to admit that I have found myself happier this week. Today, I don’t know what, how, and why happiness crept into my life this morning and it’s a cloudy day today. So I am not sure why I had awakened happier than I have been in so long. I am not going to worry about it anyway. I am happy for some reason. I will figure it out another time.

2 Comments
  • From:
    Brittani40
    On:
    Sat Apr 19 2025
    I am so glad you are happy today. Sometimes, our mood lifts for some reason. Maybe your being shown that you have people in your life who love and care about you, so on your down days you can reflect on them and know you are not alone. I hope you enjoyed your meeting with your friends. Have a great weekend.
    • From:
      Ksmiley/LittleKrissi
      On:
      Sat Apr 19 2025
      Hi, Brittani40! Thank you. Me, too! Waking up to this happiness this morning surprised me at first, then I reflected on the whole week that lead up to today. I cannot pinpoint the reason, but that’s ok to be very honest with you. There doesn’t need to be a reason for me being more happier than I have been a while. It has indeed been a great day despite the fact that it is cloudy and a tad it chilly outside. Walking, or in my case driving my power chair with the wind blowing against me makes me feel a little chill of town the cloudy door. I did think about my cat sweater hanging on the back of my power Chair and made back to Garden Court in good time, without putting on the cat sweater. For some reason, my arms were getting cold because of the wind and I survived the chill without putting on my sweater,