No Wonder i Wanna Scream
My life isn’t my own anymore as I look at it right now. Deb is ill today, so I have to wait for Jackie to help me get ready for the day and out the door by 11 am for my medical ride WNM. Agua isn’t picking me up this morning but Yazin is today. What the heck. Agua has been doing a great job! Geez!
Jackie needs to have tomorrow off for tomorrow no matter what. what the heck, Deb is sick today and she will be sick tomorrow too because her son and husband are sick with something now, too. Colds in the entire family,
I have my first counseling appointment tomorrow afternoon at 1 pm for the first time in a few weeks I intend NOT to miss or cancel. I need to go or I will burst into tears from frustration and anger over something so trivial and necessary. I already feel that Jackie has latched onto everything in my life and made it her own and now I own nothing of my own anymore. I feel Jackie has latched onto all my friends and neighbors here at Garden Court and I want to scream and get what’s mine. I want my life back as my own and friends without Jackie being attached to my stuff. Ugh!!!! Ugh!!! Ugh!! Ugh! I am done fighting for what is only mine now. I am no longer happy on my own now that whatever is up. No wonder I want to fire Jackie right now!