My Morning
Before my day escapes me, as it evening now, after 8 PM. What a day. Jackie got here before 10 AM, a repairperson from Madison Seating & Mobility came by at 11:15 AM to investigate my footrests on my power chair. With me being in my bedroom, I can hear the conversation between the repair man and Jackie. The repair man was impressed with the care of my chair. Yes, I take good, fine care with my electronics. My power chair is one of them. With the cost of the machine, no doubt about taking safe care of the machine not a big problem. Why not? At $2,500 for my chair last year, I planned to be careful with it from February 28, 2023. It will be two years in February 2025. I get it. Thanks for clearing that my history of life.
My Day All Day
The only thing I did today was run to the bathroom and get back in bed for the day and evening. Jackie went grocery shopping for me and helped her after she ran her errands this morning. Jackie was gone 3 to 4 hours shopping for me. I just played Games on my phone or iPad all day watching Where the Crawdads Sing and Murder, She Wrote on TV on the Peacock app.😀🥹
Things Need to Change!
Ok please forgive me for what I want to say. I will have a sleepless night ahead if I do not say anything. What is happening today is mind-blowing crap that continues to plague my life. I am doing everything I can for myself 🤬🤯. Yes, I am not a woman with Jackie right now, too, not listening to me very well as she does make me so upset. I have been upset with Jackie for a long time. I do not want to let her go, and it I do let Jackie go because of the crap she pulls, I will lose Deb, too. With her teasing me wanting to fire last yesterday 😤, my friend Julie M would quit too. Not mature and I do consider Jackie a bully like my dad’s bullying ways, too. Yes, Jackie can be a royal, rotten bitch sometimes. Yeah, Jackie’s shit needs to be curbed. No, I do not like her sometimes. Today, we looked at some Amazon items to place an order for so it can be delivered on Saturday. She wants a black bag to match my power chair, but I want the bag to show my love for my freedom thanks to those who serve in the Army, Navy, Marines, and the Air-force. Nope she does not want my bag to cause wandering eyes wanting to steal the bag from my power chair. Dang it, Jackie, STOP, being a bitch when it is mine and not yours! I am paying for it, not you! Damn! No wonder I want to fire you on a damn week! Oh, my goodness gracious. With Jackie taking over my life, I do not want to be in the IRIS program anymore. I am not in control my life anymore, and the only friend I have — Jesus — is the only spiritual being who understands me. Thank you, Jesus. Please forgive me for my choice in words with swear words. Amen…
The Weekend is Coming!
I am looking forward to the weekend. I am going to relax a bit. I am not having Ken and Tanya over Saturday Sabbath afternoon because I am dealing with a cold, and Tanya does not come when she is not feeling well herself. She knows that my immune system is compromised because of my kidney disease. Anyway, I will be resting and napping this weekend. I will enjoy my babies playing about, tv programs, read a book, and write in my journals. Yahoo, one more dialysis treatment left for the week. Yay, the weekend is coming!!