Still Awake and I Am… Okay…Now

Going on 3 AM in the morning, I am still wide awake with no sleep tonight. Nights like this make it a long day for me in a way I cannot explain very well for some and no reason this time around. Also, I am NOT going to try to come up with a logical reason either. If I do, I will not get upset or give myself a V8 on the forehead and call myself a dumdum.  I a lot of sleepless nights every week these days because my brain doesn’t always want to rest. I can deal with a sleepless night from time to time these days. I will catch up on my sleep Monday night tonight. At least my TV is off and both cats have settled down for a cat nap in my bedroom. Magic  on my bed and Millie girl on the cat tree across the room about five feet or so..

Seeing Dawn Kastenmeier on my mind yesterday and still on my mind right now, I cannot get her off my mind. Is she the reason why I haven’t been able to get some sleep yet tonight? Ummm, maybe, but not too sure at this time and point. I don’t think so anyway. My brain has not been able to settle down for a while that’s all! I have sleepless nights from time to time, and if I have a sleepless night during the night, so what?! I just chalk it up all the time and go on with wait for a better night to sleep it off the next time I go to bed at night the following evening. Why not? I don’t work or worry too much anymore! I will catch up with another time of no sleep and rest the next night in the week! 

For some reason why I am not at rest yet doesn’t bother me anymore. I just write away when my sleepless state kicks in and may give my sleepless moments aside No big deal anymore. My brain doesn’t shut down to give it rest sometimes! I am NOT going to repeat myself or refrain to better things now.