One More Thing—Maybe
I do want to admit that my day was a good day. I did not do much, but sit in my power chair in recline mode and watch Dateline on Roku Live TV in the living room while Jackie worked, took a nap, and went to Subway to get lunch, and we ate together, and before 2:45 PM, I was ready to go to my room and lie down. Jackie helped me into bed, made sure I had water and snacks and my other half sandwich from Subway and left for the day to cone back tomorrow afternoon after dialysis.
I am not looking forward to going to dialysis anymore. I am not happy having to go to MercyHealth’s Dialysis Center anymore and started Friday afternoon since Kay the social worker said that Milwaukee may not consider a kidney because I cannot walk in their notes when that was not said. From last Friday to the present, I told Jackie we are going to leave Mercy and go to Fresenius that deals with SSM Health. My primary doctor is Dr. C Taylor. I have had enough emotional upsets and distress with Mercy Health. I think, personally, the past two years has been dealing with my anxiety and depression, and panic disorder has rubbed me the wrong way because off MercyHealth, I need to pull away from them. I think the change will do no harm. Hopefully not, anyway.
With that said, I can now feel relieved and thank God for a good day even though I am not looking forward to going to dialysis at Mercy anymore. I will keep to myself by watching TV while I eat my snack of Mickey Mouse Goldfish on crackers, write in my journal on my iPad or phone, and be quiet and answer questions when asked, and be in my own bubble for 2 hours and 45 minutes after weigh-in. Get unhooked and weigh-out and get out and downstairs.