I Have Been Doing A Lot of Thinking Lately

I do have to admit that I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. As a matter of fact, I have taken the time Jackie had been gone from July 18th through to July 26th, and today. I have been doing some thinking about my life in general. I cannot find the words how to explain it at the moment in time, but when I can’t explain it now, I know I can and will find the words soon enough. It just might not be today is all I can say right now unfortunately. To be very honest with you and myself, I have discovered that the ‘old’ Kristi is back and her silence has broken.

 Justifying My. Moodiness?

Maybe… maybe, not… I am NOT going to make any justifications for my moodiness today or tomorrow. I am done feeling sorry for myself from this day forward. Why? I have no particular reason why I am done feeling sorry for myself is ALL I CAN say is right this minute. Once I do have it figured out, I WILL let you all know, but I will be the first person to know what is going on. I know I will be going to someone about what’s going on in my head and write about it once I find the right words without getting tongue-tied. I have figured out some things that have to be explained and expressed properly and correctly. I know damn well that I can speak my mind well in writing better thsn being verbal. I am also done with people coming for my help and now I have to physically walk away from some of friends for good, and once I do, I am done with some people? Yep, once I move from Garden Court, somewhat from those I happen to be in a friendship with will be severed except for fact except for DC. Why? Well, it has to be with my best friend DC.

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