First of all… my weekend is about to end for five days before another weekend comes. I am never ready for the weekend to end, because a new one comes soon enough to be very honest with you. I do what I can on weekdays. Other than that, I am getting reading to get some sleep before Monday comes. My days at the hospital are over for now, thank goodness. The past two weeks have been long, hard, and yet managed.
Medically Fine
Home from the hospital since Wednesday afternoon after dialysis treatment with no more need to go to the ER for something medical. The residue blood around the bowels is gone, and I expelling normal soft to hard bowels again and making it to the bathroom toilet. I am glad to be back to normal medically.
Mentally Fine
I am feeling okay and normal. The past couple of days, since I have been home actually, I a, feeling mentally fine. I have no answer to my calm demeanor about my watch having a glitch between Wednesday to Friday morning when I noticed the black screen, and did not have any reaction to it as I handed it back to Deb and said ‘I will look into it later today when I got home for the weekend. I didn’t even think of calling my mom’s husband until I got into bed for the night to relax while watching TV, reading, or playing a game on phone or iPad. It has been one of those days to feel chilled with no panic.
Now the weekend is over?
No, not until I wake up in the morning to the alarm I have set for the first time in a l o n g time, and I have turned off the light for the night. Yes, time is going on 9 pm, my mom had called me after 6 pm CST, and we chatted about our week and weekend we are now ending, and what is going on this week. I am waiting to get some sleep 💤 🛌 because the last too nights at the hospital were strange nights. I saw and heard things that weren’t really there, but seen at night as my imagination grew in areas I cannot explain. I think I hallucinated from not sleeping well a lot during the week. Both Jackie and I are light sleepers. My weekend will be over when I wake up in the morning at 7:30 am to the alarm I set for the first time in a while.