Please Listen to Me, Damn It!
Oh, my God, you need to start listening to me or I will shut down. This morning at 8:30 AM I hear about an appointment at Edgerton Hospital & Clinics and only talked about the 16th & 17th appointments needed to be put on the calendar for me to get medical rides for me to get to. I know for a fact that she/Jackie is getting confused about talking to me and talking to Deb. This is WHY I stress it that Jackie needs to talk directly with me and not through Deb. I am getting very frustrated with Jackie when she does not talk to me directly anymore. I am home and have been since November 14, 2023.
Remembering of myself being able to walk all over the city of Janesville, Wisconsin, and walk during my 20s and early 30s. Age 35 was when I started using a cane, and 2010 was the last time I traveled to New Mexico at age 40. It has been a while since I have travelled somewhere. I was visiting my mom and stepdad in Carlsbad, New Mexico. Mom and Lonnie haven’t travelled to Wisconsin for 14 years now. A mother should never tell her daughter that she has no money or no reason to visit Wisconsin! Ummm, to visit me, your daughter, mom! Her words ring my ears in such a way I feel like crap, I never thought, my mom was different. She has disappointed me. But I am not her about mom, I am here about jackie today. I’m not happy with her. She does not understand that all medical rides need 48 hours notice no matter if they are under MTM or not. I do not like it that she is upset at me. I told her I cannot talk right now; I need to calm down. What the hell, people need to listen to me better and leave me alone, not continue with the raised voice! Damn it! Excuse my swearing, ok? I am 😡…