Unfortunately, after 10 AM when Jackie got here to work for/with me that this is the first time this evening at and around 8:30 pm is the first time I have written since Jackie left at 6 pm to finally go home for the night and to leave me on my bed for the rest of the evening to defend myself for the rest of the evening and night. Yay, I finally have time with myself now. Whew! I love these kind of moments to have time for myself. Anyway, I am alone in my thoughts while I’m watching and listening to a documentary on ID starring Lt. Joe Kendra talking about a case during his reign in homicide cases and other law enforcement officials in Colorado and surrounding areas of Colorado. Watching and listening to Joe Kendra can be very graphic and scary at times that I need to shut the tv off to stop seeing and hearing such death of a victim, male, female, a child, a beloved pet or one of God’s animals, and damage to property and God’s good earth with inventions made by men, women, and child, or animal alike of the nature of the outside world being destroyed or damaged. Oh my goodness gracious, people and how their mind works at the time of a victim’s untimely death? Ummm, scary at times! Wow! I like these kind of documentary programs because I am glad to see justice for the killer’s victimized family. I have seen justice NOT found for the victim(s) (victimized) as well of course. Like the JonBenet case has NOT been solved even after 25 years. If you want to know my thoughts on the JonBenet case, let me know, okay?