Things Need to Change!
Ok please forgive me for what I want to say. I will have a sleepless night ahead if I do not say anything. What is happening today is mind-blowing crap that continues to plague my life. I am doing everything I can for myself 🤬🤯. Yes, I am not a woman with Jackie right now, too, not listening to me very well as she does make me so upset. I have been upset with Jackie for a long time. I do not want to let her go, and it I do let Jackie go because of the crap she pulls, I will lose Deb, too. With her teasing me wanting to fire last yesterday 😤, my friend Julie M would quit too. Not mature and I do consider Jackie a bully like my dad’s bullying ways, too. Yes, Jackie can be a royal, rotten bitch sometimes. Yeah, Jackie’s shit needs to be curbed. No, I do not like her sometimes. Today, we looked at some Amazon items to place an order for so it can be delivered on Saturday. She wants a black bag to match my power chair, but I want the bag to show my love for my freedom thanks to those who serve in the Army, Navy, Marines, and the Air-force. Nope she does not want my bag to cause wandering eyes wanting to steal the bag from my power chair. Dang it, Jackie, STOP, being a bitch when it is mine and not yours! I am paying for it, not you! Damn! No wonder I want to fire you on a damn week! Oh, my goodness gracious. With Jackie taking over my life, I do not want to be in the IRIS program anymore. I am not in control my life anymore, and the only friend I have — Jesus — is the only spiritual being who understands me. Thank you, Jesus. Please forgive me for my choice in words with swear words. Amen…
The Weekend is Coming!
I am looking forward to the weekend. I am going to relax a bit. I am not having Ken and Tanya over Saturday Sabbath afternoon because I am dealing with a cold, and Tanya does not come when she is not feeling well herself. She knows that my immune system is compromised because of my kidney disease. Anyway, I will be resting and napping this weekend. I will enjoy my babies playing about, tv programs, read a book, and write in my journals. Yahoo, one more dialysis treatment left for the week. Yay, the weekend is coming!!