Today has had a mix of emotions and a couple of meltdowns to contend with. The meltdown was this morning as Jackie may not be here right at 3 pm because she was going to be with another tenant who was having her first procedure at oncology. I was feeling that Jackie helping others when she supposed to be working with/for me becomes unacceptable in my monkey brain meltdown. Also, having neighbors come in my home without asking me first had bothered me this evening.