I am having one of those days where my brain is battling between positive and negative, and it began yesterday when Jackie was here. I can admit that today I do not want to deal with anymore evaluation tests for being put on the kidney transplant list. Why? Jackie is making appointments without talking to me about it first. These kinds of days, the feeling of overand stressed, does NOT help with my mood right now. I spoke to my mom about it and with the evaluation tests going in the direction they are going, and some of the results may stop me from putting my name on the list. I found out that I have plaque in my heart arteries, a hernia, an upcoming Pap smear, colonoscopy, and dental appointments coming up as well. I am overwhelmed right now.
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