My Day

, one more dialysis treatment left this week, tomorrow, I have been home all day in bed after my hair was washed and I had my Friday bath. I have two baths a week as well get my hair washed twice a week. I have changed clothes to the outfit I was wearing yesterday to my pajamas for the day and night and I will get dressed in the morning to go to dialysis for 3 hours. I will be watching Friday the 13th tv series on YouTube until Sabbath begins then I’m watching something else that’s suitable for the rest of the evening. My day has been a good one. Jackie has the weekend off so Deb will be here tomorrow and Sunday, and have Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday off this week. Deb is going to her dad’s on Sunday and Monday. She has Wednesdays off every week and Saturdays off otherwise. 

I have been in my bedroom ALL day today watching videos and Friday the 13th tv series. I am having a very good day today. I have been working on my journals and playing games on phone and iPad today. No reading as of yet this late afternoon. It’s only going on 6 PM here in Wisconsin right now. I had my breakfast, lunch, and supper in bed today. I usually do when I tend to stay in bed for the day and night. No plans to go anyway were made today.

Teeth Update

Although I have already shared that I had my top teeth removed on Wednesday, I have an update on how things are going with having less teeth in my mouth. I am doing fine and dealing with no teeth on top very well and actually don’t miss my old and damaged teeth at all. I am glad they are all gone, yet, I still have a few bottom teeth left. I will have the bottom teeth removed in the near future as well and will go to full denture teeth once my gums are healed. It takes a while for my gums to heal, and I want to admit that I am glad my bad teeth are GONE! I know that I can be strange in moods from time to time, lol.

Jennie S

I am holding to my guns as far as I continue to stop communicating with Jennie at this time and for good this time.  My heart aches because I needed to walk away from her AGAIN. I have walked away from her once before. I told my bestie Julie M all about Jennie being with a felon and the fact that he does cocaine and due to her being with him and having Lukebloody noses, she is doing cocaine, too.1 I can’t be friends with her, either. I just can’t! My friend Julie said I am doing the right thing.

After hearing what was happening to Jennie’s dog Luke because Jennie was being cruel with him, I have to say I got pretty upset about it. This is one thing I did not mention to Julie M. I will let Jackie give her that update since she is the one who rescued Luke from another missed meal the other day—Tuesday. I will not back out of my walking away from Jennie S.

With that said, I do have to admit that my decision to walk away from Jennie was an emotional and very hard thing to do. Especially after telling her I promise I would not walk away from her again. I did break my promise and my decision to do so has been bothering me ever since Tuesday, but Jennie’s choices have been not good lately and what she has been doing in the past year has been not good choices, and I can’t watch or hear anything more about her anymore. It hurts me 

 to see her go downhill in her life that it scares me! Also, as friends, we haven’t done anything together for a few years now that our friendship has already waned and been broken for a long time now. Our paths no longer cross or connect any longer as well. She has her friends and I have mine. So, in reality, we haven’t been friends for a few years now anyway. We have gone in separate ways and found other friends to care about.

Sabbath is Coming…

Sabbath will be here within the next 35 minutes and I am watching my last Friday the 13th tv series show until Sabbath ends tomorrow at 7:20 PM. I am done writing in my journal for the day now anyway.