Sometimes I am behind in my journaling when I am not. I hate/dislike days like this, but it is absolutely true coming from me, though. I do hate days like this and today is that kind of day to say this. Nah, I am feeling okay, and the words are not hard—that anyway. Some days, however, can be difficult to find the right words and those days are sometimes emotionally raw unfortunately. Today, the words are coming and going freely without any problem, and I am just rambling. Anyway, I have been having a CSI marathon of shows today as well as Unsolved Mysteries with Dennis Farina at night. Ken and Tanya did not make it today because she was not feeling good with a headache and stomachache. If she or Ken do not feel good, they do not visit for one to two hours on Sabbath afternoon. Last week, I was not feeling good myself, and told them to wait another week, but Tanya did not know her schedule then. I am ok with them not coming, but I do miss them a lot.
Church
I have vowed I would go to church online, but I have not for an exceedingly long time now. I cannot tell you when I have been to church online… … … … a long while. I need to get back to church, too. I NEED that interaction with my Jesus who is my personal savior and Lord. He died for me! I think you get it. I know Jesus does!