My feelings today have been a mixture of feelings all day long. I have dealt with confusion, sadness, the feeling of emotion that was going toward anger, but it did not reach to anger that stayed long. I dismissed it within a few minutes, and anger seemed to dissipate and not resurface again for the rest of the day—thank goodness. I will always say thank goodness instead of thank God because I find proper, and when I get upset, I do my best to not use God’s name in vain, yet, I still do use God’s name in vain out of a habit at times. I do my best not to, though, and that is the truth. Please understand this, okay. I know it has been a while since I last wrote here at Dear Diary and I do not have any excuse good enough to come up with at this time. I just did not write a lot this month since it began 24 years ago. I look back at my diary calendar at My Dear Diary Journal I in July only three entries on July 7th which has one entry, and two entries on July 11th. This entry is only my 4th entry this month. I cannot say I was too busy to write nor had nothing to say because I always have something to say. With that said, anyway, it was a nice little break from journaling for a while. I have to say that today was one of those days where my emotions were going up and down. Today was one of those days that did not go as smooth as the days prior did go smoothly for me. I am glad that my anger did not linger long today, and I am able to say I will be okay  Tomorrow is a new day and sunset will be at 8:26 pm. I will watch Ravenswood until sundown, then turn TV off for the night to do some more journaling since I have the need and time to write.