As the year 2024 moves over to 2025, I am glad the holidays are over. My dad and his wife Sandy have a very busy schedule in the next few weeks that we need to find the day to exchange in passing instead of getting together for our Christmas holiday dinner. I am disappointed, but I, too, have a busy schedule as well that begins on Monday with a new round of physical therapy on Monday and Wednesday before dialysis, and I will be seeing my CP specialist Dr. Mohan (Female) on Tuesday. I see the CP specialist every 3 months for Botox treatment in my right arm and right leg that affected with cerebral palsy (CP). I am not looking forward to physical therapy that much, I do need it with a therapist I know well.
As for the New Year, I did not see it come in. I got home from dialysis treatment, ate lunch, and got into bed for the rest of the evening and night. Dialysis wipes me out and the next two days I can relax before going back on Friday and get back to our regular routine and schedule because between Thanksgiving and Christmas, our days at dialysis were flipped around to accommodate the season for the clinic being closed Thanksgiving Day, Christmas Day, and New Year’s Day. I am glad of thatow to be back to our regular schedule. With MercyHealth, I have been having issues with them lately. Radiology is the only place I am comfortable with now. Ugh! Oh well, I have to be comfortable with things. I want to leave MercyHealths, but when it comes to my catheter, radiology knows how to repair and replace the catheter when necessary. So, I have been putting up with MercyHealth’s demands and mental abuse lately. Starting in the 2025 year, I will say hello to my friends and the receptionist Kathy, but when I comes to treatment and dialysis, I will keep to myself in my cubicle and watch tv, read, play games on phone or iPad, and be quiet.
No New Resolutions made here because I never follow through them, but for health reasons, I will do my best to follow through my emotional health better than last year! That is my promise, too. I am going to work on my temper and with my counselor Deb J with my emotional wellbeing as a human dealing with my issues from my childhood and young adulthood days. The feelings of abandonment are being worked on as I learn more through my dad in recent visits. What I have been dealing with has just happened recently. Finding out that my mother did not want custody of us kids since she has moved to New Mexico was mentioned when I was 53 years old, last year, was something I had felt for years, and dad confirmed it. More on the dynamics of my family throughout the year. Bear with me.