I will be very straight forward about this one, but yesterday Jackie and I had a meeting with the IRIS nurse and TMG consultant yesterday because a couple of weeks ago I got a phone call that was a little bit disturbing and it sparked some concern about Jackie’s so-called ‘conduct’. What about her conduct is someone concerning? The caller had called DHS (Department of Health Services) and reported it anonymously, and Kyle had to call me to discuss the issue. I became an unhappy person and felt that there more to Jackie’s ‘conduct’ as this one caller had in her or his mind. This call and discussing about ‘conduct’ was starting to piss me off to the point that my voice started to rise into a loudness I literally dislike/HATE going. I was NOT very happy person at that point in time and space. I was extremely glad to have hung up the damn phone, and NO, I did NOT hang up on Kyle that day and threw my phone, but it WAS very tempting. Jackie was not here yet, so I made myself call her immediately to tell her what just occurred and I talk to. Jackie was NOT very happy about what I learned and discussed it among ourselves when Jackie got here to work for me.The meeting was a MUST because of that phone call BEFORE Kyle could make any adjustments or update my care plan. That is WHY Kayla and Kyle HAD to come to my home and interrupt my afternoon at 2 PM to go over the IRIS rules and regulations, and understand how the reporting of hours is to be done. It WAS NOT anything to do with Jackie’s ‘conduct’ at ALL. It was due to how she was reporting her hours when coming and going to work. It had NOTHING to DO with her attitude or behavior as a caregiver! I was PO’d and super glad to see Kyle and Kayla both leave my home so I can go on my life after having to do 3 hours of dialysis and waited for over an hour for a meeting of signing papers to prove to the IRIS program the matter at head was dealt with yesterday. My mood is probably why I only got 5 hours of sleep last night instead of the 9 hours I had the night before. I think my body and mind was getting ready for this meeting, and now, I think it is going to be less rough from now on. I will be talking to my mother about this when I talk to her on Sunday. That IS FOR SURE!

With what I NEEDED to say and written, I do have my reservations about the IRIS program now. I do NOT dislike Kayla or Kyle about what has happened in recent weeks and days, but I am going to have to open my eyes and ears more regarding the recent issue Kayla and Kyle had to waste gas and forty-five minutes to an hour of their workday to DISCUSS an issue on how Jackie was reporting her hours, a NOT conduct — attitude and behavior as a caregiver, I will be on the alert for more serious matters from this day forward BECAUSE this situation WAS believed to be someone’s malicious act to hurt both of us emotionally! The very person who did this was and is NOT nice, and my trust in people is getting more difficult each day.