Oh Oh, Not Again 😩 

Ok, even though I find the dynamics of my immediate family broken because we are not communicating with some family members and that literally sucks in my book of family getting along. I just wish that certain family members would just mind their own business and move along by not getting involved in relationships between family members because it just breaks my heart. I feel stuck because I hear what dad says and what my SIL says, and between those two, I believe my dad over my SIL. Yes, it’s that bad and no, I don’t trust my SIL or believe her anyway.

Feeling Very Frustrated With My Caregivers Right Now.

Right now I want to admit that I am frustrated with Jackie. I do NOT mind that she goes out of town for the weekend, but when she FORGETS that Deb schedule on Tuesdays is babysitting her niece’s children in the afternoon and I NEED her, Jackie, to help me get into my apartment after dialysis because I have dialysis on Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays, we have to give Julie M ample time and notice to help me when both Jackie and Deb are unavailable, I would like to give Julie a 48 hour notice to see if she can help. Also, I don’t find it feasible or too helpful when my cares with Jackie dealing with certainissues over the phone, and talking loudly and practically yelling scaring my babies. Millie  will run and hide for a while while Magic will come running and get in her bubble to calm her down.  When she pushes him away and says to him that he’s in his bubble, he will feel hurt and come to me. Ugh! My cats have feelings, too, damn it! I will be talking to her about some things this week when she will working Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, and Saturday while Deb has some time off.