Ksmiley/LittleKrissi
My Life in Words

Hello, and welcome to another day. It is Friday and Thanksgiving Day celebration is over in my house. Jackie is home sick and will not be here today. Deb is still at her dad’s celebrating the holidays out of town and will not be back to Janesville until after 12 noon and my bestie Julie M is at work right now. I do nor have other caregivers because two different companies we have used have workers who either did not do a good job at caregiving or stole from me have been fired and reported as such as companies that cannot be trusted. A caregiver even smokes marijuana! Not allowed in my home! Damn people cannot be trusted anymore! How rude nursing homes and caregivers can be now-a-days. The generation today do not want to work because people are so damn spoiled now-a-days! So, here I am, with a need of an underwear change, need to use the toilet 🚽 and get in the bathroom, and I have a caregiver, Deb, who acts like she does not want to work when she has to because my other caregiver has gotten sick unexpectedly last night. Oh, my goodness gracious, the anxiety riding in me so high that I am spearing my thoughts 💭 out loud and making two kitty cats come in and find out what is going on in my poor head as I talk out loud to myself. Millie and Magic both communicate with one another to calm me down the best they can. Magic comes in and cuddles and loves on me to calm me down. Millie has done her job ac a cat, too. My babies calm me down with their loves and patience. I have to sit, lay, until Deb gets back to Janesville and cones to help me this afternoon after lunch. I hope Jackie feels better soon. Dang flu viruses!!! I am going to survive my day soon enough, but a little later than planned, and I will not be going to dialysis today. So, I called You Buy We Fly, and they call me back to make sure I call MTM. I did that and learned from YBWF that he accidentally cancelled my ride for Monday. So, what else can go wrong or wacky in my day today? Will have to wait and see as the day progresses I guess. I have had my monkey brain moment as my brain settles down and I can think for myself and speak my mind openly and without the expecting too many swear words of frustration. Yes, one of those days occurring today. Ugh! Oh well. I will survive.