"There is only one starting place I know of. It's here and now: two of the least popular locations in time and space."
-Mandy Evans
Let’s start again, we already know how to do it, don’t we? I did it so many times lately that sometimes it feels it becomes my new way of living – to strike through the yesterday and begin new today. But then, again, maybe it is the best way. I don’t feel like I want to take anything from yesterday into today. I want to start from scratch and try again to make it worthy remembering.
I've been thinking that a good way to start is to find what you want to have in the end. Interesting that when we say what we want, it might be not necessary what we really want. Like Robert Fritz said: You want what you want, whether or not you think you can have it
I’ve been thinking how true it is. I cannot forcefully “unwish” my wishes, just because I consider them inappropriate or unrealistic. I still am thinking of them anyway. I just am careful not to express them aloud, even if the only person to hear is me, as if I can somehow “spoil” them by falling into believe I can have them. We cannot help what we wish. And, perhaps, we don’t have to. The bigger, brighter the goal, more motivated we are for reaching further and further. I do not want to have just the wishes that I know I can have sooner or later anyway. I want to have a wish that would be my Fairy Tale, my idea of The Wonder, of miracle. And when it happens, I want to be totally in awe that my wish came true. I enjoy this sensation so. Obviously, it is also good to have a “smaller” wants too. The ones that can motivate your steps towards the big, really big one. But generally I want to wish BIG. To imagine my wish written across the blue skies so that I can always look up and from wherever I am, see it calling me to reach out. Guess, it's time to go and find out what do I really truly want...
-Mandy Evans
Let’s start again, we already know how to do it, don’t we? I did it so many times lately that sometimes it feels it becomes my new way of living – to strike through the yesterday and begin new today. But then, again, maybe it is the best way. I don’t feel like I want to take anything from yesterday into today. I want to start from scratch and try again to make it worthy remembering.
I've been thinking that a good way to start is to find what you want to have in the end. Interesting that when we say what we want, it might be not necessary what we really want. Like Robert Fritz said: You want what you want, whether or not you think you can have it
I’ve been thinking how true it is. I cannot forcefully “unwish” my wishes, just because I consider them inappropriate or unrealistic. I still am thinking of them anyway. I just am careful not to express them aloud, even if the only person to hear is me, as if I can somehow “spoil” them by falling into believe I can have them. We cannot help what we wish. And, perhaps, we don’t have to. The bigger, brighter the goal, more motivated we are for reaching further and further. I do not want to have just the wishes that I know I can have sooner or later anyway. I want to have a wish that would be my Fairy Tale, my idea of The Wonder, of miracle. And when it happens, I want to be totally in awe that my wish came true. I enjoy this sensation so. Obviously, it is also good to have a “smaller” wants too. The ones that can motivate your steps towards the big, really big one. But generally I want to wish BIG. To imagine my wish written across the blue skies so that I can always look up and from wherever I am, see it calling me to reach out. Guess, it's time to go and find out what do I really truly want...