About Being Brief And Straightforward
Tue May 23 2006

When we are with others we adapt to be the person they think we are … something strangely unsettling in the idea that when we are with others, we have to accept their view of us…And when this image is in a conflict with our own image of us, all sort of unpleasant conflicts could happen in relationships as well. From the other hand…nobody forces us to be that person in the mirror they hold against us. If the image is heavily deformed, we can just turn away and look for another mirror to look into. It is of no use to try to become that which they desire us to be, I think.

How well can we present ourselves to the world, how true is the image of us we project compare to the image of us we see…and does it need to be true at all? When I’m the better friend: when I’m being me and ignore the needs of others if they are in conflict with my needs or when I’m being flexible and attune my self slightly to make it more comfortable for the others to be with me? Do we all have the courage to be ourselves, but be alone?

It occurred to me that I’ve been asking a lot of questions recently…as I’ve mentioned not once already, they are not just questions. In fact, they are “answers in reverse”. The initial question would come to mind and the sequence of thoughts would follow…finishing in a statement that is a question itself…hmmmm… how illogical it is to answer to the questions with another ones…I really should’ve just write about my reality, facts, moods…I don’t know…weather reports, perhaps…

so in my today’s reality the day was dry…the mood was blue and the most interesting of all the facts of the day was that there was a Knight in my kinder surprise egg…he made me happy…see, how much space and effort I could save if I write in this manner?! ....mmmmm...I have to think about it now…
5 Comments
  • From:
    MadMegan (Legacy)
    On:
    Tue May 23 2006
    Hmmmm. Our relationships are on many levels with people. Some are only a quarter inch deep. That is the way it is.

    Pray God that you at least have one friend who will listen to you prose on for an hour and say.... "I know JUST what you mean."

    That is a friend beyond all price....
  • From:
    Dreamerbooks2003 (Legacy)
    On:
    Thu May 25 2006
    hay.. hi ya
    can you believe I'm just getting back on line now.. and just read you funny comment to my fustrated entry.. unside down cooler.. now that would make a mess.. seeing as it is on the roof.. and would only spill water all over my shelf and carpet.. probably into my dining area.. and maybe even into the storate closet..
    great.. it is a brandnew cooler.. and I have been letting it pump the water around for 15 minutes before turning it on.. and seems to help. since it is so new.. all those pads and stuff just maybe weren't soaked enough.. sure does spell funny though.. and not a good funny.. I am not sure if it is the cooler,. the new roof or what.. but it stinks..
    okay.. I am glad you had read that book by silko.. isn't she wonderful??
    I think on the what am I question.. and to others..
    hmmmmmmmm??
    we are time.. we are just vestiles of time.. pouring in and out.. and what we do with it inbetween.. ??
    Maybe. I have never really cared too much what others think of me.. I am brutally honest.. to a fault. but with my parents.. I do try to please.. silly me..
    oh well
    hope you are well and happy.. smiling
    :P
    thanx for computer advise.. if only I could get a new one I would
    but not now.. it is far down on my list. I need other things first.. a newer car! A new couch.. and possibly complete living room set..
    oh and an intertainment center.. :)
    just dreaming here
    :P
    PEG
  • From:
    Deepbluesea (Legacy)
    On:
    Thu May 25 2006
    In my experience different people bring out, and therefore "see" different aspects of me. There are those, of course, that do not understand me and have a false impression. We miss each other by miles...that's where relationship conflicts can arise.

    On the hand, you can think of it as a journey of discovery, with hiccups along the way. How well do I WANT to know this person? How well do we want to know each other? We struggle through the darkness we see in each other and find, suddenly, when we were least expecting it, hidden treasure...
  • From:
    Jagged (Legacy)
    On:
    Thu May 25 2006
    That is why you should never ever marry a mountain climber.
  • From:
    Jagged (Legacy)
    On:
    Thu May 25 2006
    Hey. Quit hassling me. I'm climbing a mountain.

    :P