Coming back from work yesterday evening, my breath was stolen by the scene – the highway to the parallel universe – speed into the golden solar vortex and fall through into ultimate dimension…so alluring to the mind…I entertained this idea for a little while driving home. At first I asked myself a question: if I to fall into the parallel world and everything in it will be the mirror reflection of everything of my world, would I be happy there then? In theory, if I do not feel happy here, I should be opposite through the mirror…but hang on a second…if everything would be reversed, so will be I…so how can I know if the new me will enjoy those things I don’t have here? The new me will surely have differrent needs and wants…so how come that in any sci-fi movie when folks get into parallel universe, they do not change themselves and their perceptions, which helps them notice the difference in everything else…and how come I’m writing this bollocks making it up as I go based on nothing but a distorted picture from my rare view window…(well, it was front view, of course, I just liked the words of the song better)
Few thoughts before the weekend, while I have some…
The inner peace comes when you become aware that you’ve done all you could possibly do and that nothing else to be done to change what’s around you at this moment. It is not the same as giving up or washing your hands on it. It is a conscious acceptance that for further changes something or someone else has to change. And that it is not in your control.
Relationships are way too overrated in a sense that they can mould the personality like forever. They do it only until we allow them. After that we are - our own moulder. And while it might not be as easy as said in the text books, it is still doable. I do not claim I’ve got it under control now. I just believe that I will one day.
If I to give advise on the practical of how to make a choice, I’d say: do gather information you require to make your choice, but do not overdo it. At some point there comes a moment after which nothing you’ll know more of could change it for you. It will only confuse you. Learn to recognise this moment when you’re ready to make your choice.