Not If But When
Thu Jul 07 2005

They say – it was not a question of If, but a question of When. And now it happened. Having lived through the day, glued to the news, it is only now when you begin to realise what had happened actually. British license has expired and so have all the hopes that each of us kept somewhere deep in the heart, that this place will be spared. There is no such thing as fairness when it is about ambitions.

We are ok here, of course. Too far from London to be affected. That doesn’t mean that we are not. Watching morning reports, can’t help but feel that treacherous fear. Of unknown. Of what if this is only The Beginning. And it is not necessary the beginning of the end for London, or was for Madrid, or for New York, Bali, Beslan, many many other places…But how on earth did we managed to create a monster?..Well, there are few possible answers to this question, yet I'm not going to mention. Not now at least. And not here. There is no point to blame one single person or another. For those who actually did detonate the bombs, they are not worthy their “fame”. They were just paws in somebody’s too clever hand. The real Players are still on the loose. And they don’t care if those who died were innocent civilians. In a Big Game lives are counted by millions, not dozens and a loss of a few doesn’t really change a thing.

Look at the scheme of explosions. They almost form a circle. Clever thinking behind the plan: to cut off central part of a city, to spike fear into people. For a whole day London has been paralyzed. And it is unknown for how long it will remain like this.

Light the candles…remember those whose journey this morning happened to be the last…Honour remarkable work of police officers, fire brigades, paramedics, all who were there. Pay respect to the coordinators of the rescue works. There was no panic in London today. There was determination to carry on into normal day as much as possible. If possible at all.

Our guests were heading towards London this morning when the news came down of the explosions. We managed to have a few words on mobile before the connection was broken – the telephone lines in London were hopelessly jammed. It took them a while to find a way back in the unclarity of cancelled trains, suspended bus services and general confusion. But they were OK in the end…

A sister of one of our technicians lives in London, in a flat with a view on one of those blasted station. It took him 3.5 hours to get through to her number to make sure she is ok. She told him, that police blocked the area, the pavements, everything. They didn’t even allow her to walk around the corner to the shop in order to get food. They ask her to stay home for a while. But at least she was OK.

How many are there, that are not ok and never will be ok any more?...How many loved ones are missing?...How many are now crying for them? How to make their pain lesser?

3 Comments
  • From:
    Kordelle (Legacy)
    On:
    Sat Jul 09 2005
    hi Lana
    I have been out writing by the valley in the beautiful peace and to think that something like this london tragedy can occur at the same time is so nerve wracking every moment every day we must be grateful for the flowers of peace handed to us and never take them for granted
    my thoughts and prayers go out to the victims and all other people living in proximity where it is the most difficult
    the entire world is at risk
  • From:
    Kordelle (Legacy)
    On:
    Sat Jul 09 2005
    I am jumping computers here take care Lana I am so releived to know that you are fine my prayers go out to you
    I am so grateful that your guests werefine!!!!!!!! wow on their way to London horrible
    think as positive as possible my friend once security is tightened they cant win at this
    we are all at risk
    I live in canada and a year ago this didnt get that much media attention but a couple of men were arrested for planning a flight aimed at the toronto towers the same deal as 911 they were caught
    the terrorists cant win at this life seeks to preserve itself through humanity's heart of love ofcourse this doesnt undermine this terrible tragedy tragedies will occur
    also in my quiet canadian city has established links to elquada no one is exempted but everyone is because the terrorists will not win at this
    there will be tragedies because that is a part of life the cosmic path is unswerving we know what our divine mission is
    take care you are in my prayers my friend
  • From:
    Kordelle (Legacy)
    On:
    Sat Jul 09 2005
    Lana I almost missed your previous post thanks for looking that up for me I left a comment on previous post
    I will enjoy those pictures you took on your last voyage in the english countryside
    take care my friend and thankyou for the smile
    I havent decided how to incorporate humour into my posts yet at this point but if I rewrite my library woes and goes I will point to your research
    take care my friend