I wonder when the time will come when my dreams no longer star the thugs and apocalyptical settings. In last night's dream, honey and I had parked in a public lot when suddenly dozens of thugs started staging in the lot. A woman was arguing with/yelling at the thugs from inside the building. "Should we leave?" I asked a nearby thug. Yes, we were told. So honey and I grabbed our stuff and went inside the apartment building to change clothes. When we came out, the parking lot was emptied of all the cars, thugs encircled the lot with guns drawn and there was a back hoe digging up the lot. I searched for my car and found it in the street. I wondered aloud how they moved it so quickly, and my biggest fear was that they had broken something in the process. I couldn't figure out why they were destroying the parking lot, but I sensed it had something to do with underground escape tunnels. I woke up, not able to finish the dream. But that's not the kind of dream one wants to finish.

Work yesterday was not too bad. I was busy but not to the point where I wanted to cry from being overwhelmed or that my heart was racing. I haven't been able to get through my inbox and clear it out for over a week though. I hate having a ton of emails that have been read but still remain in my inbox. I have a system though: read each one immediately as it comes in, delete the ones that don't require any attention (thank you emails), deal with the easy ones right away, move the ones that require extra work to a different folder, flag the ones that need to be tracked at a later date (did the order go through?). And then there are those that remain that aren't customer-related but I need the reminder or I'm deciding whether I should address it, or those that should go to a specific folder for future reference if needed. These are the ones filling my inbox right now. I don't like having a full inbox. I follow CAYG in every aspect of my life: Clean As You Go. It keeps my life orderly and my brain clear so I don't get overwhelmed from the messes that result if I don't have time to CAYG. I find clutter very stressful, wherever it is. Right now, my inbox is a mess. So it messes with me. I even cleaned out honey's personal email inbox! I had to go in it to get a code for the taxes and there was so much shit I couldn't stand it!

Saw a coyote this morning with a small animal in its mouth. It trotted across the frozen pond, crossed the path up ahead of me and up to the dirt trail. I followed it as long as I could before losing site of it.

I'm not going to write too much about the Iran war, other than to say the Assahollah president is doing Israel's bidding. Cozying up with the worst of the worst heads of state. Shame on the states of america. There's not much left to be proud of anymore, because they slaughter our citizens and they slaughter children and innocents all over the world, all to make more money for themselves and get more land. I remember back in the days before the Iraq war watching Colin Powell on TV trying to justify to Congress why the states of america should strike. We got none of that this time around. They do as they please with no respect to the law. These people are war criminals and should spend the rest of their days locked up. Rant over.

The weather is supposed to start warming up in the next few days. Hopefully some of the big piles of snow on the side of the driveway will start going down.