there's no way of getting around it today. i'm trying and i'm dodging that round red ball, but still it finds me even when i zigzag...hits me in the head.

how? why? questions i don't bother asking anymore. it's only Because now. because. that's the route it takes today. if only i were allowed one day to say exactly what i thought. my god. i'd get fired a few times over, get locked up in a padded cell.

welcome to Padded Cell Spa, where you can get an avocado facial and punch the living shit out of the walls... get a seaweed wrap and scream in the tiled hall...

how to get through today. i usually like thursdays. but today, it's just one huge irritation. second day working this week and already i'm worn down to a pile of ash.