all i needed was to turn around. into a new direction, slight adjustments can bring you to a higher ground. they can miraculously color all of the grey. don't know where i'm going, but sure as hell don't know where i've been. i feel dipped into the toxic and it made me lose myself.

exit signs everywhere. my heart is quiet. it knows the way.

and i found a beautiful world in all its fog and gray. sweet blue bird perched on an oak branch. red cardinal flying overhead. and i slipped away. to who i really am. and i am better than this.