every year there is a tragedy here among the student population. students die in car crashes, succumb to cancerous cells...today there is a young woman, she's been missing for several days.

terrible news and too close to home.
must remain optimistic. (only thing to do)
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well it looks as if i won't be taking those rowing lessons i planned on. i missed the deadline, the class is full and closed. but i think it's for the best, $250 for 8 classes seems frivolous in these toughening economic times. maybe next summer.

i keep having vivid dreams with a certain person and i wake up all riled up. i could do without these feelings. i want to stay absofuckenlutely closed up inside. the kitchen is closed!

the concert will be exactly one month from tomorrow. i can't wait. i hope it's ear-bloodying loud. i want to feel the bass in my mouth. i want to leave that show totally drained and pumped at the same time. this'll probably be the last concert i ever go to.

lunch: peanut butter on ww toast
greens with northern italian dressing (basil&romano) freakin' awesome!
(and i'm not a salad person either)
one medium golden delicious apple
1 cup of water.

i'm heading to the gym today.
such is my life. uneventful. Thank God.