Going to counseling if the tools you are given are never used? That is the feeling I am having right now? Why bother a counselor for 50 minutes to an hour when you tell them what needs to be worked ond master a plan to use to combat the problems at the time is going on?1 Why bother to write your soap box moment for others to read and they don’t even read it and do something about it? The people in my life know what I am thinking when I am having a meltdown when all I am thinking about is getting away and hide? When I am upset and crying, my throat is hurting from trying to hold back the tears and I’m paralyzed on the spot and can’t move. Now that my balance is more unsteady, my body does not cooperate with me and I will go down if I can’t sit on my bottom properly..

Last night’s meltdown I had was so bad that even my caregivers made it more difficult for me. What they did NOT do made me feel like crap more so than anything. so, what is the use of all the above 1st paragraph states? I am beginning to understand why my dad doesn’t like to go to counseling.