I will be very honest with you and other diarists here at DD. I am a stickler to penmanship and sentence structure when it comes to writing anything I write about in my journals and why I write in the first place. As far as how other diarists write in their journals is their choice. I will always read through what I have saved and reread it again the same day or a day or two later. Whatever sentence structure issues or misspelled words and sentence structure issues I have to correct will be taken care of. Sometimes when I write, I will write the way I talk, and continue with my writing. I used to use Grammarly as my guide, but after they took $90 out of my account in one month, I stopped payment and changed my debit card, and reported them as fraudulen. I no longer use Grammarly‘s free version, PERIOD! I even do my best at writing the way I do here and not use AI that free to use with Google unless I am working on my book I am writing called The Gift Of Life Story. Because now things have changed in my medical care. Now I have to write out MercyHealth and write in about my kidney transplant evaluation with Froedert Hospital and their transplant team, and my care being switched to SSM Health and Fresenius Kidney Care, and will be doing dialysis in the home in the nearest future when Jackie is done being so busy with family this summer. There is some changes and my world is going to be in control more so than most recent.

My life has had a lot of changes from July 2022 to July 2025 medically that has sent me into a whirlwind of emotions and trust issues with certain people in the medical realm of my life because MercyHealth Dialysis put me in a light that was not positive for three years. My medical needs changed somewhat that my primary doctor at Mercy North stooped so low to not talk to my head caregiver and my mom when I requested it, and then the nurse and my primary doctor did not speak to me to me for three weeks. It was hard for me to deal with my primary doctor at that time that my mom, my caregivers, and the nursing home staff got what I needed in the home to get me home to my fur baby feline Magic Salem Victor I haven’t seen since I was in the hospital from July 2022 and August 2022 when being sent to another nursing home in September to November 14, 2022. What happened and why I was in the nursing homes pissed off my mother when my primary docrop did what she did and wouldn‘t call her back at my request, and demanded my caregivers that I needed 24 hour care at home and she didn’t accept my caregivers’ plans and hours as they did mention that I was not getting 24 hour care in the nursing home when there was ONLY one nurse at the nursing home on the weekends BECAUSE NO ONE WANTS TO WORK IN NURSING HOMES ANYMORE. A lot of the nurses and healthcare workers in generations after mine don’t want to work.

Well, I have about 20 minutes before I am done dialyzing at Fresenius. I will continue writing when I get home, settled in my living room to have supper and wait for Jackie to get to my place because she had an emergency with her Aunt Mary she needs to take care of. She had to go from the Mercy Emergency to Mercy North to get Aunt Mary looked at because she fell in her bathroom and her ond foot hurts from her fall in her bathroom. Jackie is kind of pissed because Mary called for an ambulance instead of her sister. Me, I am okay with Jackie getting her Aunt the medical needs she needs because she does the same for me in an pinch or whenever necessary.