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A certain post really pissed me of and I have to find the time to write my thoughts and feelings about it. I said what I wanted to say in the comments regarding the post, shared what I said with my nom and caregiver Jackie who is busy this week, and went from there. I will share what I said but not word for word because the post is long gone.

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