Please get this horrible person out of my mind, for the umpteenth time now Dawn Kastenmeier has popped up into my memory lately. Today has been the last time she has come into clear focus because every once in a blue moon, she has popped up in pictures on my bedroom screen tv I have fond memories of her pop up when it is on standby mode. I have kept those pictures because they are good memories of her working with me before she walked out of my door for the last time three years ago in July 2022 after an argument over a text she saw to my consultant Julie R about Dawn sounding like she was yelling on the phone to the dietitian and other patients at dialysis while I had her on speaker. She was going to leave me in two weeks due to a new job, but the text she saw as I laid it down on the floor angered her and she put my keys on the kitchen table, grabbed her coat, and mumbled but I heard her say, I hope you die from Covid.’ and walked out the door, slamming it shut and left the building. Ever since that day, I did not ever see her again until a couple of years later at Wal-Mart in passing and the way she and her husband acted was soooooo childish that their behavior as Christians they confessed to be was soooooo horrible, I cried right on the spot. Dawn had her hair colored in pink and I loved the hairstyle, and was going to say something, but when I realized it was her and her husband, I didn’t dare say anything! Their expressions on their faces were so ugly and nasty and how her husband Scott was turned away to avoid looking at me but was still looking at me was almost laughable to me, but I still didn’t sakanything. Even though I was very hurt by their actions 2 years later, I realized it was never my loss that she left sooner than she planned, and she did not accept my apology or talk it out to work things out to mend my wrongdoing. The last day she walked out was her choice to over react to something said when SHE chose NOT TO HEAR ME OUT! The day of her walking out forever out of my life was the last time I saw her two years later in July. She WAS a beautiful woman inside and out and that one day two years later she did something that changed my attitude about her completely when she was still very bitter about what I did and she WAS THE ONE who would NOT accept my apology, hurt me badly two years later, drove her completely out of my life? Yeah, she still hated me.  I do not wish to see her in person anymore or I will say something I will regret to her. I am angry with her, but will keep the good memories of her on my tv and phone photos.  I close my eyes for a few seconds to gather my strength from my rising emotions wanting to play their role in my head. I have been thinking about her grandson Dante all day long. He was such a sweetheart! He’s gotta be 16 or 17, or even 18 now… I really liked the boy!