As Steve B continues to update DD, I continue to update my journal in regular time the best I can. I am grateful for DD being here for us diarists/ bloggers as the daus go on ahead for us from day to day. I am glad to be here! Without DD I would be lost soul in this world that is so complicated at times. Yes, I am having difficulty sleeping tonight and I literally hate nights like this! I have dialysis and two other appointments this week and I do not have a break this week! I have a Pap smear on Tuesday and a colonoscopy consultation on Thursday out of town in Milwaukee and today I do not want to go through another kidney transplant and my mom understands why. I am feeling pushed into this one by jackie unfortunately and she is taking the fun out of it. I want her to STOP! I do not want it anymore! Ugh!