Please forgive me for being late on some things that have taken place in my own life most recently, okay? The past couple of weeks have been busy with some things and you may understand as time continues forward. Finding the right words at times can be very challenging or hard to find when I want to bring something so important to me to you when talking to someone verbally about it can be difficult for me. That is why I write in a journal and I am glad Dear Diary exists today, and almost 26 years now. I will be honest here, I have been trying to express myself in words for the past couple of hours, but have deleted this entry several times to get the right words on this page. In the meantime I have texted and talked to my mom for a few minutes, watching over the cats during their usual spat about where they are sleeping or napping, and I am listening and watching the CSI channel on Live TV all day. The cats have had a couple of spats a day about territorial measures and seeing these spats get me to saying ‘get along and go your own way as this is both of you’s home and have been living together for almost two years together.’ Oh my goodness gracious, my feline fur babies are so damned spoiled! There’s no. need to be jealous anymore, Magic! I love them both equally even though I am not Millie’s favorite person right now. Don‘t worry, jackie is not Millie’s favorite person either, lol. Deb is and now she has her own kitten named Cinnabon or Cinnabun to love now that her son will be attending college starting in August. So, I am catching everyone on what has been going on in the past couple of weeks.

When SB brought back DD to her/it’s former glory in 2024 during its 25th anniversary of being created for us diarists and wanna-be bloggers of the World Wide Web, I have so happy to continue to follow and pay $3 99 a month. To be honest, finding DD a year after it first came about, it was not an accident when at that time, the need to become a diarist to help others or just to write away my life to the world in some way, I find finding Dear Diary in 2001 WAS NOT a mistake———period! DD came at the time I needed and I’m glad to have run across DD online in 2001. At that time I was doing my studies at Blackhawk Technical College (BTC) and I was just getting to know the little girl in me who I named Little One. This little girl has been a part of me because I am the twin who survived my birth of being 2 months early and my twin sister was stillborn. Sometime in 2022 my mom and I discussed Little One’s existence in my life ever since I was a little girl growing up, and my voice would go to a little girl’s voice. My mom NEVER stopped me from using my little git voice because she accepted the little girl voice being a part of me because of the sister that didn’t make it 55 years ago.

I have to stop here for a while and come back in a while.