Dear Diary has been my home for years now and if I see another 25 years of the internet before I go in death first, I will not be surprised and will find out what God has for me in this life as a Christian woman I have become. I have gone through a lot in my life as a child, teenager, and in my adult life at the age of 55 and will be 56 on July 3rd. What does God have in store for me? I do believe in Him no doubt. I believe I would not get as far as I have without Him to be very honest with you. I’m not scared of Jesus’ second coming to be very honest with you. I just wonder where I will be at that time. In 2022, Ativan gave me that feeling that the end of the world was coming and what I saw and experienced was exactly that —— the end of the world —- a dream that was more than real to me at that time. Remembering, like it happened yesterday, does NOT scare me anymore, but the thought of it at that time was what it was at the time —— seeing it was indeed one of a nightmare I will probab experience again someday if put on a medication that plays with your mind, and I just watched a Dr. Phil episode two weeks BEFORE about a woman taking Ativan herself and she thought that her husband was having an affair with another woman in their bed while his wife was in the bed with them both. Oh my goodness, WOW! What the heck? Ativan can mess with your head, people. I don’t recommend it. I was in the hospital for 8 extra days when given Ativan! It was an experience of the last days to me, ok.? I cannot forget it now!? Nope!!DcDear Diary has been my home for years now and if I see another 25 years of the Dear Diary has been my home for years now and if I see another 25 years of the internet before I go in death first, I will not be surprised and will find out what God has for me in this life as a Christian woman I have become. I have gone through a lot in my life as a child, teenager, and in my adult life at the age of 55 and will be 56 on July 3rd. What does God have in store for me? I do believe in Him no doubt. I believe I would not get as far as I have without Him to be very honest with you. I’m not scared of Jesus’ second coming to be very honest with you. I just wonder where I will be at that time. In 2022, Ativan gave me that feeling that the end of the world was coming and what I saw and experienced was exactly that —— the end of the world —- a dream that was more than real to me at that time.internet before I go in death first, I will not be surprised and will find out what God has for me in this life as a Christian woman I have become. I have gone through a lot in my life as a child, teenager, and in my adult life at the age of 55 and will be 56 on July 3rd. What does God have in store for me? I do believe in Him no doubt. I believe I would not get as far as I have without Him to be very honest with you. I’m not scared of Jesus’ second coming to be very honest with you. I just wonder where I will be at that time. In 2022, Ativan gave me that feeling that the end of the world was coming and what I saw and experienced was exactly that —— the end of the world —- a dream that was more real to me at that time. Yikes! I will not say that I have a good memory to just anyone, but I do have a good memory. When I get older, will I become a woman with Alzheimer’s disease like my Grandpa Clarence Fox did in the last ten years of his life? I hope not, but it is highly possible unfortunately. Whatever God has in store for me is how I see it. Remembering what happened a few years ago has come from an area I did not expect to pop up on this specific day, a Saturday morning, I knew is Sabbath until sundown tonight. Why not share an account of my life I experienced on the Sabbath Day — of all days… Why not? Sure, I’m not afraid to do so on the Sabbath Day.