Ksmiley/LittleKrissi
MY FIRST DEAR DIARY JOURNAL: PLAIN & SIMPLE

My life today is a lot different now since my covid days of July 18th through to July 28th, 2022. I do not come and go at ease right now like I did before July 18, 2022. and with that said, I can go on with my thoughts to finish it for the night. I really do not want to deal with another night of little sleep. I have enough sleepless nights now already. I will be ok, though. Anyway, my life is different from then, and now, accepting it, my life today has an order and schedule I follow more closely than I once did. I have two caregivers who follow their own and different routine that on a not good and emotional day confuses me to no end to make my day seem unmanageable. I love Debbie’s routine a lot. She asks questions when Jackie does not. I guess the different generation and how one grow up does make a difference between Deb and I versus Jackie and I, and with Jackie being nine years apart can be different from one another. We are alike in ways versus being different from another. I understand, but when having a bad day with or withiut Jackie. Now, following a day’s routine does happen and I cannot always be followed step by step. That usually means my day is going to be a little different as my routine, an I am for darn cheer before August for sure. and I just learned to accept my life now for what it is now. Yet. I still have my up and down moments and slower. Ugh! Anyway, today WAS a better day for sure! I did not leave until most recent from August. Another ugh! I will be fine, though. I have through worse, too.