A new day began at 7 AM this morning for me. I consider this sleeping in compared to waking up between 3 AM and 7 AM which makes my days seem longer than what my days can be sometimes and it happens often during the week. I do understand that I suffer from anxiety more frequently than depression and panic, and I personally I think it’s a lot some days. Anyway, it’s winter in Wisconsin and during this season I find it more difficult more of the days than during the spring, and fall months. Right now I finding myself in a busy world a little more busy than usual at this time. Why?

1. I am getting prepared to find a kidney.
2. I get my nails done once a month, like I am going to do today.
3. I do physical therapy 2x a week at this time and for the next 6 weeks or so.

I am a very busy gal and have no time to be dealing with depression and panic. I believe I suffer from a depression, anxiety, and panic disorder, but my caregiver Jackie aays I only have anxiety every once in a while. I believe she’s been right for a while now, too. Either I am coping with things much better these days or am dealing with things differently and better. It works for me to be very honest with you and myself, but from now on. I am going to be writing my thoughts, feelings, and what else I need to share. I guess, in other words, I have a need to write more some days than others. This is a diary, right?