I will NOT deny that I had a rough week this week since I had the meltdown last Sunday. I have been trying to write my feelings that have been recorded but not shared here, yet. I’m not sure if I’m going to share all Of it at this time. Why? I need to let go and move on. I will have a bad day once in a while because I am human who makes mistakes from time to time. Since my meltdown, I have had some more aches and pains because When I have some down time, my body has more aches and pains that not very enjoyable or more pronounced during a rough time—-like this week. My :meltdowns can make things more uncomfortable. Ummm, so far as of yet, I need to stop using my electronics by sundown so I can rest and sleep better. I have already failed and writing about my thoughts and feelings should not stop me from expressing myself at anytime. If I can’t sleep, why not do something constructive, hmmm? I should never prevent myself from journaling because it helps me show my weaknesses and strengths in my life because I’m human, too.